Goodbye rain, problem solved

The ac whirrs quietly
Sitting on the window sill
I wait for something….
A truthful love song
Plays in the background
But I cant hear it

I stare into the darkness
Out the window
Where the rain pours
Over the world
It engolphs me
Wraps me in its cold realities
Thundering in its pleasure

I think about nothing
Yet everything
At the same time.
My life is flying by so fast
I cant stop it
Or slow it down

What I do
Will effect the rest of my life
Here
Now
So much pressure….
I work well under pressure.

But not this much.  

I press the side of my face
Upon the cold glass
And my breath fogs my vision
A thought
What am I doing?
Who am I?
Where am I going?

I will forget everything
When Im older
Every thing I thought I’d remember
No.
Problem solved.  
Ill live for today.

I left the rain that day.
In that cold room
Its all sunshine for me now
Problem solved.